It is sometime in the end of November, I am lying down my bed fighting with Malaria for the second or third time I guess. I felt shattered last night,my inside was shallow and I wanted to scream. Almost 1.5 of 2 years of JEE Preparation was over, I haven't studied anything great or say I did not have the curiosity before, I love science but I hate the Indian Education System because of the way it fucked me. Then thoughts about love came to my mind, the girl whom I loved the most, was dating someone else. "Someone else" was not a problem just that I thought I had almost lost my girl, she hasn't really become mine yet. Then came my Facebook pages, kind of small startups that I was doing during high-school, they were dying. In short every possible negative thought about life was coming inside my mind. Even though I had built a strong mind, my heart was yet weaker.
